So can you get back to me?

Tirrrringgggg....tiringgggg.... (ringing sound)
After full ring
Hello, No one is available to take your call, please leave a message after pressing star.

Hey,

It's um.. It's me.

I just wanted to say that, I miss you. (In a Whimpering sound)

I got to think yesterday and I ran across one of our old pictures and I almost tried to call.

Obviously, I didn't. So, now just leaving a voicemail.

I am still full of questions and I am not really sure if I will have enough time to ask them.

umm...

Do you ever wonder about me?

Like the way, I wonder about you.

I wonder if you are alright because last time we spoke you didn't seem alright but that's not my place anymore so, I can't ask.

Do you even think about what happened and wonder where we would be if it didn't?

I do but that probably makes me sound really crazy because I should just let you go, Right?

I should just drop everything I knew about you and pretend WE never ever happened?

Pretend I didn't approach you and try to build a bond that I know I messed up but I can't pretend that it didn't happen.

I saw so much going for you, You know?

So much positivity even though you never failed to push me back down.

I am not blaming you though and of course like every other voicemail, I practice it in my head this is not coming out the way that I wanted it to but I just wanna know...

Did you actually care about me or was it really just a game?

Like you befriended me and then it actually became legit and things both went wrong in our own lives and then you got stuck with me and then you decided you didn't need me anymore and you needed a reason.

You needed a reason to hate me, so you could just shut me out then I wouldn't be trying to call you, right? 

That's what it was, right?

Because I meant literally nothing to you and if that's not true then show me how it's not true because something like what we had doesn't just crash and burn after somebody mistake.

You are supposed to grow and you never let me grow and you are afraid to let show, aren't you?

You are afraid for everyone to know that you were the bad one.

It wasn't just me, but it's okay!!

Because one day they will all know we will just have to wait and see, won't we?

and after 3 months and a half, I found myself calling you memory and I never wanted that because I wanted us to last you know?

I wanted our future but you just didn't want that anymore.. But I guess, I understand and you can call me back if you want, the number should pop up in your missed call log. BYE.

It's not about my situation and yeah I am quite aware that voicemail can't be this much long😋 but let's have an imagination here!!
Thanks for reading😊

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